OMG sia. In the end i really went ahead and teach lor. Lucky the students here quite okay okay one. They know how to read your actions and act upon it. Although because of some pride reasons i had to hold back 1 class. TMD. Got this group of guys just walk away during first bell. Acutally i want to report one. But decided to give chance la. I just hope they really dunno it's not time rather than going because nobody wants to play soccer with them.
Thankfully ah. The people more mature than those of primary school one. I won't get those childish act cute faces or those go toliet every 2 minutes because want to see father or mother then think i dunno like that.
Freaking thing is tat there is this guy that has the same name as my in my form class la. Damn sian. Everytime they call his name i must try my hardest not to turn my head to avoid embassment. First day i only got PE sia. Lucky man. Now only need to wait for 1 more hour then can go home to sleep le. Haha.
My message is finally brought across. Thanks for those that really understand and giving me timely reminders. It was really wonderful. Well. Densha otoko. I finally see that you are the most xing fu de. Haiz~~~ Hopefully can someday i will become something like you. But not everything la. If not then damn jia lia if i really become a otoku. Some people will be disapointted de. Haha. But i really learn alot. Thanks for that show. I was really wonderful.
Sunday, January 28, 2007
Sunday, January 21, 2007
To the point
Okay la. I have to admit. I am a coward by actually doing this. I do not dare to write in my main blog to escape from people. Yes. EVEN though that main blog hasn't got much attention. Nobody bothers to visit it anymore. YET, if anyone sees what I am feeling i will be too comfortable about it.
Ha. Talk about letting the 100th post be a happy one. I am having a rather pathetic life right now. So much that i don't even dare to write a 100th post for the other one. This is really hypocrtical. I hate that. Sometimes i have to act as if i am happy and all that because if i show the slightest bit of feeling then i will get those sympathy looks or those hush-hush behind my back. Do you even know that is damn irritating? I don't want any sympathy looks. The mouth is yours. You can talk all you want. You can even not bother is i am angry or sad or watever. It's your choice and i don't even care how you will look at me.
Doesn't those dramas you see on TV a little too perfect? Even though they meet will obstacles and stuff, they always got friends to rely on, family to talk to. But me? Once i tell one friend, the person will tell the other. I mean come on. All this talk about a four person grp. Isn't it abit just a big lie? Firstly i don't get trusted enough to know what u are talking about. Then if you people are so close then why do i even join you guy? This is really like a piece of shit. I mean i feel like i am treated like a piece of shit. All this talk about friendship. ALL FUCK SHIT!! I am not feeling anything at all. There isn't the slightest bit of support at all. Come to think of it. I haven't really got those really close friends that can really talk. All i got are a few grps that are like so surface friends. Even though that i hang out with. Do you even know what the hell i am thinking about?
Hold on. People say I am a deep one. But does that even be counted as an excuse to not bother? Sometimes i feel that why do i have to go to the extend of helping someone when what i get in the end is crap. This is FUCK! I always unknowingly become too nice to all the people in this stupid world. Then when i try to not become too nice to protect myself. I get those 'why you so selfish' and those 'like that also cannot help meh' look. The world is so mess up. What the HELL is this?
Hypocritics are the worse beasts in the world. Really. Please don't let me see you at all.. This is save a lot of stupid things that you can do. Ya. Fuck off now.
Ha. Talk about letting the 100th post be a happy one. I am having a rather pathetic life right now. So much that i don't even dare to write a 100th post for the other one. This is really hypocrtical. I hate that. Sometimes i have to act as if i am happy and all that because if i show the slightest bit of feeling then i will get those sympathy looks or those hush-hush behind my back. Do you even know that is damn irritating? I don't want any sympathy looks. The mouth is yours. You can talk all you want. You can even not bother is i am angry or sad or watever. It's your choice and i don't even care how you will look at me.
Doesn't those dramas you see on TV a little too perfect? Even though they meet will obstacles and stuff, they always got friends to rely on, family to talk to. But me? Once i tell one friend, the person will tell the other. I mean come on. All this talk about a four person grp. Isn't it abit just a big lie? Firstly i don't get trusted enough to know what u are talking about. Then if you people are so close then why do i even join you guy? This is really like a piece of shit. I mean i feel like i am treated like a piece of shit. All this talk about friendship. ALL FUCK SHIT!! I am not feeling anything at all. There isn't the slightest bit of support at all. Come to think of it. I haven't really got those really close friends that can really talk. All i got are a few grps that are like so surface friends. Even though that i hang out with. Do you even know what the hell i am thinking about?
Hold on. People say I am a deep one. But does that even be counted as an excuse to not bother? Sometimes i feel that why do i have to go to the extend of helping someone when what i get in the end is crap. This is FUCK! I always unknowingly become too nice to all the people in this stupid world. Then when i try to not become too nice to protect myself. I get those 'why you so selfish' and those 'like that also cannot help meh' look. The world is so mess up. What the HELL is this?
Hypocritics are the worse beasts in the world. Really. Please don't let me see you at all.. This is save a lot of stupid things that you can do. Ya. Fuck off now.
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